hoping that this becomes my “ticket” to redemption

Dear You,

This is for you, and for what happened four days ago. Understand that this is not my way of excusing myself, much less working for redemption; but i had my reasons…

You have been faithful in trying to understand me, especially the me you cannot understand at all… Im not asking you to do that right now, i just want you to listen to whatever this message has to say.

Deception is sometimes the best weapon of choice for the desperate. I dragged you into an argument that late afternoon, on purpose, with the hope of waking you up. Did i make a good point? Well, yes i believe i did. But that one was tough and really aggressive. You had your point too; delievered it exactly the same way everybody expected you to do. That disappointed me.

You are not the villain here, but there are people i want you to be wary of, in due time, when all the dust settles. The thing is, you cant fight them that way, if ever you choose to stand up for what is right; please dont sleep on your grave.

And I’d rather have you despise me, so you could stand up to them.

Than admire me as a friend, but be asleep and fade away.

-R

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